Oh how I resent the feelings that wake me up night after night
are they thoughts? I cannot tell ’em apart
Ghosts from a past as recent as yesterday
Even those I have met only through words
they harass my mind, chasing away
the angels that cradle me to lull
Yeh, yeh angels are demons and my paradise
May be a hellish nightmare still
I’ll take that, I would
to the unsleeping eyes peering in the dark.
Vigilance lurking unseen
Only to attack in the shadows of the night
it comes my way full force
Hopelessly I reach for a herd of sheep
Only to see them slaughtered
before my burning eyes
The monster holds my gaze, and
won’t finish me, not till the sun
Pierces the dark sky. The clock confirms
Hours of have passed and the day has begun
So it goes – me, my enemies and I
Conjoined through chance or the god of Chaos
I talk myself silly I know
and offer half of my next day in sacrifice